Thursday, July 14, 2005

It used to be so easy....

In the past I use to find life so easy. I just had to finish my homework, hang out with my best friend, check out my regular sites, exercise, catch my regular favourite shows, pass my examinations, put up with some people, get bullied by my class guys and take a peek at the girl I like from a distance.
Now it's like I hang out with a group of friends. Hahaha. I left the group yesterday to watch a movie. Mind-numbing experience. Man I really AM irritating. I am even tired of myself. Because I know I will say stuff that I don't mean. I do stuff I hate. I make choices I don't want to choose.
Sat in that movie theatre and felt just numb. I keep getting these signals of hostility from some people. I wish to be senstive yet confident. But what the heck ....

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