COMPLETE NEW YEAR RESOLUTION

My complete list:
- Making a cool short video
- Refine my editing skills
-Workout to keep even fitter
-Write a short essay on mythological stuff
- Study on Philosophy
-Read MORE books (novels or anything)
-Start earning my own money when I have the time as much as possible
-Refine FLASH animation skills
- Learn and make model miniatures and dioramas
- Stop being so *AHEM*
- Stop thinking about *AHEM*
- Make contacts so that if I go into industry got people to work with

I said all this stuff here and there but I guess this is the complete.

2006

New year with new opportunities and new mistakes. We should be more aware of the world around us.
Check this movie out, MUNICH:

Trailer-http://www.apple.com/trailers/universal/munich/

Information about the incident-http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Munich_%28film%29

Ok man have a good 06!!!!

Update

In the beginning....

This is where I am now..

NOW...
Lemme tell u something ar
Something that will change your perspwective A bout something then will make brain go spin spin..


I made a observation about something may be boring but ....

Ok I was out with my family during christmas eve for dinner and here are my familys' physical behaviour
My Brother concentrates on his food when he eats and when he takes a break he looks forward

My Mother keeps looking at our food and how we were eating

My father concentrates on his food


Really very interesting but I have not decipher..

And MEERRRRYYY CHRRISSSTTTMMMAAASSS
If i have not been doing the proper christmas greetings because I don't really celebrate it.

ME WAANNNA A do a few things
-Study philosophy
-Make a wicked sci fi short video
-Find peace within smth smth
-AND MOST OF ALL I WAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNAAA CONFFEEESSS THAT I LOVE.....
to sleep
Okokokokokokokokokokokokokokok

I love life (seriously)
Waking up without having to worry much
Going to sleep without fear of bombs(well not really)

But I have been having some really cool dreams (Rated NC-16 even PG)
Something.. about T1b3 and then returning....
I don't really remember.

Ok Signing out now.

Photos 1-a

Sean drinky

People together

Ah Hui asking questions

Anthony and Joanne(hehehehe)

Wasting time

I have had certain "discussions" with my friends on the concept of "wasting time". They do feel that when you plan out your schedule and achieve them you are then not wasting time. To make yourself so packed with things to do that you will not be at any point just sitting around doing nothing.
But I don't agree that it should be this way. My past week I have not done too much stuff but I spent some time with my father, I just like talk to him as we go out to lunch and just being in the same house he's in. I spent some time with my grandparents, my grandfather telling me how I should improve my chinese and my grandmother warning about the fact that I have to tap my ez link card before I get off the bus or I would get charged the full fare. I mean I did not plan this stuff in my schedule I was just around the house. I slept on my bed and looked up the sky and saw how beautiful the clouds and how they have a slight distinct color and would be a great day if it was not for the bloody hot weather.
I also had a thought that I had better relax more before I have to go back to the "ON" mode when the new semester.

On another topic people sometimes overstep their boundaries between being frank or being offensive.
Some people can give great critical comments but don't really know how to give maybe a suggestion or an alternative. That is why I feel that film critics are only doing half they just critic. It's good to listen to these critics but I personally feel you should not use it as a reference.

I guess that is all.

Camp At East Coast Park(Part 2)

Ok so we go to east coast park, we start setting up the tent and stuff. I think we were pretty lucky having strong wind because it would somehow lift some areas of the tent(life a parachute) and makes thing easier to work with. So when we are done with the tent, The guys wanted to go rent bikes and Pamela and her b/f wanted to go for a walk. Therefore I stayed behind and guarded the barang barang. It was great just sitting there with strong wind and seeing the sea view with not too strong a sunlight. Made me think alot as I waited for quite awhile. I felt like I was reformatting my mind. Hahahaahaha hmm. Then when Kaixiang and Joanne came back first, it was a pretty cute sight seeing Joanne sitting in front while kaixiang is riding the bike and them pulling to a stop. I then went nearer to the beach and felt it. "IT". Hard to explain the feeling though, like appreciating life. You know when you feel like life sucks and everything is just wrong and everything you do seems to turn to disaster? I felt the complete opposite. Beauty, Cherish and all that stuff. Of course it lasted for about a minute. When the sudden thought of ants came to my mind and when I suddenly realised Kaixiang was behind me.
Still to be continued...

East Coast Park (Part 3)

Ok so we then decided to start the fire so the entire tedious process of lighting up and all that starts.Leave it to Kaixiang and Anthony to start a fire, they are good at what they do. Ok so then Eric comes and so does Jowell. Jowell owes 12 dollars, so we tried to dump him in the sea (of course removing all the things that do not take too well with water). Boy was that though. And of course Sean and Thea comes together and then Zong Hui comes.
Had a great barbecue and food. Filzah and her b/f came with cookies!
GOOOODDD cookies. Ok later the stuff I block out already okok Good bye and have a good one.

Camp at East Coast Park(Part 1)

I firstly went to Yvonne's place to see if I could help out carrying anything to the campsite. When I reached there the place was like at a chinese restraunt: Joanne is Kaixiang's assistant, Yvonne in charge of the Kitchen, Anthony doing some cutting and Kaixiang massaging the chili onto the fish. Then Pamela came along with her boyfriend and Aisya came too. And we went to east coast Park walking and carrying those stuff(which btw is BLOODY heavy).
To be continued...
If this post is lousy, it is because I am tired

Rambling thoughts

I had a thought today... People tend to do things that may seem like nothing to them but are actually are hurtful to those they do to. And you cannot really confront these people, because even you yourself may not be sure if you are oversensitive yourself. I think we can try to take it in because you are unsure of yourself and even perhaps get into a conflict perhaps over something as trivial as u being oversensitive. Because when you are in a conflict, you do not really think, you are more likely to be venting. And when you vent, you tend to say things you may not want to say and cannot take back. That's why the thin line between frank and hurting is really thin, I must be careful and so should certain people.

Another thought is that when you are in a group of people, I realise that certain people do get left out of the conversation. Maybe they do not feel like talking but at least as friends we should make an attempt in inviting him/her into the conversation. Give him an opening, rather than him interrupting accidentally just to try to get into the conversation.

My final thought is that when we are in a bad mood or something, we should not vent it out on others by treating them badly. Of course you have the right to be this way because perhaps something happened which affected you negatively and you have the reflex to be emotionally cold and angry to those around you. Of course they are your loved ones and friends and they will understand you. But think about it, it is rather unfair to them. If you are feeling bad because of something someone said, you perhaps will feel bad, but don't treat your friends in a way that is affected by perhaps your anger because he/she was not the one who hurt you.

Sponges are good at absorbing but if you squeeze them harder, it will let it all out. Do not unleash it.

People who take shit are in other terms, cleaning. They are trying to keep the enviroment clean. What do you have to say about the people who give shit?

Sleeping now.

An Alternative to a JoB

Now Start post. I have been erm.. stoning, sad to say. My computer is dying out on me.
Anyway I thought of starting a mini video project. Nothing finalised yet. So far it is just a two man show: Me and Kaixiang. The script has not really been fleshed out yet but got the storyoutline almost done.
Here is a synopsis:
Story of a man who loses his brother to a serial killing. He sets out to recover himself from grief by joining a SOS group( helps coping with loss). He then meets a young man from the group and becomes good friends with him. He then becomes like a second brother to him. Things seem to be improving for him, he finds out by accident that this young man may be the serial killer that killed his brother. He then sets out to confirm his hunch and found out that it was most probably true. Now all that is left is to get a confession out of the young man. He is conflicted because this young man means so much to him and helped him through a difficult time.The young man then finds out also that the man knows he is a serial killer but was knocked out by the guy himself. When the serial killer comes to, he tries to instigate the guy to murder him having a plan in mind. The guy himself is conflicted within between his morals and anger. The killer dials for the police in secret and frames the guy for trying to kill him. The guy accidentally makes a wrong move and was shot in the head by the police. Now no one knows the serial killer's true identity and he gets to walk away free.
(This is a first outline)

Ok guys I am trying to get help to do this short video.
I need:
-A make up artist
-Another Production Assistant
- Script Supervisor

Actually I need as much help as possible. I am not sure what else help I need. But any moral support or help from you guys would be great!
Thanks very much.

RIghrightrightrightright

Holidays...FINALLY. Making a list of stuff to do. Hung out with Sean, Daniel and Kaixiang, it was quite fun. Happy Birthday to Anthony!! Hope you like the e-card I sent you. Yvonne updated about the class chalet thing. Hm sounds.....exciting. Hope to see lots of action there. Wish everyone a good holiday and do what u want to(nothing illegal or immoral).
oK>.

I Am BAckkkkk

Well here I am blogging once again. Today had audio test. Haiixxxx. Today had editing. Haiiiiixxxx. Today I did this, said that and did more stufff.
Counting down to holidays! YAYY!!!! EVERYONE just hang in there! Want to collapse oso collapse. My com kinda crash. Anyway all stuff gone. Lucky got a couple of good friends like Kaixiang helping me. I just wanna officially apologize to people. Joanne for jumping her during the time she was resting before audio test. For treating Pamela like.... erm ..... Too long to explain. I am bothersome alot of times so you guys should tell me. If not how do I improve siah. Me kinda blur too(becos me the typical Ahem guy).
Ok liao I think that's about it.
Long week ahead and little sleeping left to do.

My sketches

Thsi was using photoshop CS, some of the shadow effects were achieved through pure luck. And the wings are not done yet.

A picture from my sketchbook. The Primary Stage.

The answer is not CLEAR CUT

I have discussed with my good friends Kaixiang, Athalia and Lung Chieh about relationships. I have come to a comclusion that there is not one answer to any questions conerning relationship. Problem is that now it makes things ALOT more difficult. Well I read Anthony's blog and find that it requires people hormones to be high to be together in some way. If we do not have some of this sort of hormones driving us we would just all be sitting around on our asses waiting for something to happen right>? But the thing is what you do with these hormonal feelings? Two people must connect beyond that( if I am off topic Anthony please dun mind because I am abit blank now).
Projects have been piling up lately and feel that I should be aware of not over-prioritizing(is there even such a word?) any particular project. It is crucial so that I do not affect others who are actually putting so much effort too. Just because you are busy does not mean others are not. And if others are putting so much of their heart in it, it would not be right for me just to shift my focus onto some and not all.
I really feel that some people may have been rubbed the wrong way by some stuff I have done accidentally. Well man there's nothing I could do. Pai seh man sorry.

Happy Early Birthday Joanne!!
Sorry to make you do project on your B-day.

The thing is about two people

From the movie "Before Sunrise", Ethan Hawke mentioned that he sees love as an escape for t2 people who does not know how to be alone ( apologies for my laziness to apply the APA citations). How true is that statement? Do we fall in love because we cannot tolerate the thought that we have to spend the rest of our lives by ourselves? Or is it a natural human instinct to reproduce and continue the family lifeline? Or is it the beautiful notion of two people, meeting each other, falling in love, fated to be together and living together through sickness and in health till death do they part?
Obviously from my blog u can see I have never fallen in love or been in or am in any relationships. Therefore I post the question to all people out there who had the experience to tell me how do you know if you are in love.
P.S Unless the answer is "You just know it." Please feel free to tag on my tagboard.

FORGOT!!!

IMAGES FROM MOVIEWEB.COM

Superman

Latest video diary from Bryan Singer from bluetights. net
here are new shots of Brandon Routh as Superman.

Ghost rider

Cleaned up the trailer image as much as possible. The teaser showed mostly of Nicholas Cage but not the possessed rider. Pretty neat font.

How?

How do two people actually end up together? Attraction? Obligation? Just having fun? Physical? Mental? It is odd how many people end up together despite the theory of the RIGHT ONE. I do think it is a combination of when, where, who, how and why. Why guys can get girls is because we put a false front in front of them(whether it is to a large or small extent). True love can never be found but only NURTURED(I think). How does a guy find true love? Is it a combination of the physical and the metaphysical? How does a guy know whether a girl likes him? By the amount of physical contact? Some girls are just more open and therefore guys may just have perceptual accentuation. But isn't that what makes love so interesting in it's own way? The chase, the clues, the frustrations, the pain, the excitement and so much more? How do you even know if you are in love? Is it truly just a feeling? An unspoken bond?
Annnnnndddd Brrreeeaaaaattttthhhhheeeee......
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..............................................
Yes Joanne you are right. I think too much.

V for Vendetta movie trailer pictures

Preview new pics from the "V for Vendetta" movie trailer.

New Chatterbox

It's at the bottom of the page. Okkkk then

Haha Posting a second time in the same night

I hate handphones, I mean like in the past when there is a awkward situation people actually face each other but now they can use their handphones to act busy. Some of my old schoolmates are ASSHOLES! Yeah they treat me nice when they feel like it, and they just make fun on and on. Why can't people just STUFF IT! SHIT!
Hahaha I'm ok.
Really.
I guess.

It used to be so easy....

In the past I use to find life so easy. I just had to finish my homework, hang out with my best friend, check out my regular sites, exercise, catch my regular favourite shows, pass my examinations, put up with some people, get bullied by my class guys and take a peek at the girl I like from a distance.
Now it's like I hang out with a group of friends. Hahaha. I left the group yesterday to watch a movie. Mind-numbing experience. Man I really AM irritating. I am even tired of myself. Because I know I will say stuff that I don't mean. I do stuff I hate. I make choices I don't want to choose.
Sat in that movie theatre and felt just numb. I keep getting these signals of hostility from some people. I wish to be senstive yet confident. But what the heck ....

Wow Man..

Mind's been a little off lately. It has been a interesting week for me. You see people differently when you just take a step back and listen quietly. Founder's day is coming soon, I think this is the only thing that has been pushing me.
I really find that love is not about finding someone who can take care of you but someone you can take care of. Concerning what I would do for the one I love, I don't think I really know right now and I may never really know. What good are feelings when they are kept inside?

Love

Mannn something that simple can be soooooooo complicated. Love is nuts but yet makes sense to those who are in love. But how do u know? Anyway I would settle for "like" right now. FOCUSSSS MANNN. Losing weight due to stress. Good. Damn good. Thanks to my class people for being so opened minded to all the crap I say. Wow man the stress I am getting is damn shiok! I think it is great that everyone in my class is so "ON". What would you do for a person you like? For me, I will....................

ARGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!

Went all the way to Jowell's place and it's freakin cancelled!!! Some audition...
Shit I am so freakin pissed right now, but I cannot blame anyone cause the talents are doing it for free and they have a choice. My team members tried their best. The only person I can blame is myself for not having better organization of my team and talents.
Well got more time for other work at least..

Goin to start on a new film project, my group has titled it "Me like May". It's about a psycho chasing a girl and sumthin happens. Workload is managable(I think). Starting my routine in the gym and jogging. Hope to do it daily. Really missing my old friends from secondary school. Having auditions for my new film project tomorrow, it shall be interesting or disasterous.
Feeling really bad about teasing Pamela, maybe I should apologize....
Well then. Good day.

I have the projects just pouring in, homework just piling up. But I begin to feel the adrendelin begin to pump through my veins. Although I have decide to leave dragonboat, my quest for physical fitness has not ended.. I have found a form of martial art called Keysi which at an advanced stage can teach you to fight a few people. It is the same martial art used in Batman Begins. Cool huh?
My class founder's day dinner is around the corner and despite the fact that the price for a ticket is DAMN FREAKIN OUTRAGEOUS, I still want to see some of the teachers and friends and some people.
It is time to unleash my full potential within......

and again.... 

ANd here is another picture..... 

The Batsuit in progress!! Guys at a Prop forum are Great at these stuff!!! 

Emma Watson is so ELEGANT and PRETTY!!!! 

Batman Begins. The movie was GREAT!!! Watched alone on Friday at Clementi....