Sunday, September 25, 2005

Camp At East Coast Park(Part 2)

Ok so we go to east coast park, we start setting up the tent and stuff. I think we were pretty lucky having strong wind because it would somehow lift some areas of the tent(life a parachute) and makes thing easier to work with. So when we are done with the tent, The guys wanted to go rent bikes and Pamela and her b/f wanted to go for a walk. Therefore I stayed behind and guarded the barang barang. It was great just sitting there with strong wind and seeing the sea view with not too strong a sunlight. Made me think alot as I waited for quite awhile. I felt like I was reformatting my mind. Hahahaahaha hmm. Then when Kaixiang and Joanne came back first, it was a pretty cute sight seeing Joanne sitting in front while kaixiang is riding the bike and them pulling to a stop. I then went nearer to the beach and felt it. "IT". Hard to explain the feeling though, like appreciating life. You know when you feel like life sucks and everything is just wrong and everything you do seems to turn to disaster? I felt the complete opposite. Beauty, Cherish and all that stuff. Of course it lasted for about a minute. When the sudden thought of ants came to my mind and when I suddenly realised Kaixiang was behind me.
Still to be continued...

East Coast Park (Part 3)

Ok so we then decided to start the fire so the entire tedious process of lighting up and all that starts.Leave it to Kaixiang and Anthony to start a fire, they are good at what they do. Ok so then Eric comes and so does Jowell. Jowell owes 12 dollars, so we tried to dump him in the sea (of course removing all the things that do not take too well with water). Boy was that though. And of course Sean and Thea comes together and then Zong Hui comes.
Had a great barbecue and food. Filzah and her b/f came with cookies!
GOOOODDD cookies. Ok later the stuff I block out already okok Good bye and have a good one.

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Camp at East Coast Park(Part 1)

I firstly went to Yvonne's place to see if I could help out carrying anything to the campsite. When I reached there the place was like at a chinese restraunt: Joanne is Kaixiang's assistant, Yvonne in charge of the Kitchen, Anthony doing some cutting and Kaixiang massaging the chili onto the fish. Then Pamela came along with her boyfriend and Aisya came too. And we went to east coast Park walking and carrying those stuff(which btw is BLOODY heavy).
To be continued...
If this post is lousy, it is because I am tired

Thursday, September 15, 2005

Rambling thoughts

I had a thought today... People tend to do things that may seem like nothing to them but are actually are hurtful to those they do to. And you cannot really confront these people, because even you yourself may not be sure if you are oversensitive yourself. I think we can try to take it in because you are unsure of yourself and even perhaps get into a conflict perhaps over something as trivial as u being oversensitive. Because when you are in a conflict, you do not really think, you are more likely to be venting. And when you vent, you tend to say things you may not want to say and cannot take back. That's why the thin line between frank and hurting is really thin, I must be careful and so should certain people.

Another thought is that when you are in a group of people, I realise that certain people do get left out of the conversation. Maybe they do not feel like talking but at least as friends we should make an attempt in inviting him/her into the conversation. Give him an opening, rather than him interrupting accidentally just to try to get into the conversation.

My final thought is that when we are in a bad mood or something, we should not vent it out on others by treating them badly. Of course you have the right to be this way because perhaps something happened which affected you negatively and you have the reflex to be emotionally cold and angry to those around you. Of course they are your loved ones and friends and they will understand you. But think about it, it is rather unfair to them. If you are feeling bad because of something someone said, you perhaps will feel bad, but don't treat your friends in a way that is affected by perhaps your anger because he/she was not the one who hurt you.

Sponges are good at absorbing but if you squeeze them harder, it will let it all out. Do not unleash it.

People who take shit are in other terms, cleaning. They are trying to keep the enviroment clean. What do you have to say about the people who give shit?

Sleeping now.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

An Alternative to a JoB

Now Start post. I have been erm.. stoning, sad to say. My computer is dying out on me.
Anyway I thought of starting a mini video project. Nothing finalised yet. So far it is just a two man show: Me and Kaixiang. The script has not really been fleshed out yet but got the storyoutline almost done.
Here is a synopsis:
Story of a man who loses his brother to a serial killing. He sets out to recover himself from grief by joining a SOS group( helps coping with loss). He then meets a young man from the group and becomes good friends with him. He then becomes like a second brother to him. Things seem to be improving for him, he finds out by accident that this young man may be the serial killer that killed his brother. He then sets out to confirm his hunch and found out that it was most probably true. Now all that is left is to get a confession out of the young man. He is conflicted because this young man means so much to him and helped him through a difficult time.The young man then finds out also that the man knows he is a serial killer but was knocked out by the guy himself. When the serial killer comes to, he tries to instigate the guy to murder him having a plan in mind. The guy himself is conflicted within between his morals and anger. The killer dials for the police in secret and frames the guy for trying to kill him. The guy accidentally makes a wrong move and was shot in the head by the police. Now no one knows the serial killer's true identity and he gets to walk away free.
(This is a first outline)

Ok guys I am trying to get help to do this short video.
I need:
-A make up artist
-Another Production Assistant
- Script Supervisor

Actually I need as much help as possible. I am not sure what else help I need. But any moral support or help from you guys would be great!
Thanks very much.

Friday, September 09, 2005

RIghrightrightrightright

Holidays...FINALLY. Making a list of stuff to do. Hung out with Sean, Daniel and Kaixiang, it was quite fun. Happy Birthday to Anthony!! Hope you like the e-card I sent you. Yvonne updated about the class chalet thing. Hm sounds.....exciting. Hope to see lots of action there. Wish everyone a good holiday and do what u want to(nothing illegal or immoral).
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