My few frustrating thoughts

Have you ever felt like your family driving you *FISHING* crazy and it is not rebellion on your side but purely their doing?
And then to top it off they don't admit their mistakes because they are your superiors?
AND to add to that fact you cannot really say they are whatever because they have supported you since young gave birth to you and blah blah blah.
Then you think about it and you fear you might be the one at fault as they have done so much for you and you are angry towards them for something.
Yah I cannot really say names here as if found might be incriminating towards me.

Anyway just forgetting.
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HeyBack
Anyway above is the drawing I did previously with alterations. I got the idea for the color of the sky from looking outside my window.

I like the idea that I never really go out with a girl because of the fear of anything happen with that.
I will take ANY risk in the world except that.'
Either this is the reason or I just cannot find a girl
Anyway I like it this way and now my computer is my wife.
I mean it provides me with needs and all that.
Movies too (sexy women and action)
Just expect the worst of life and then if something bad happens it will seem normal and if something nice happens then it just seems better.